The Loneliness Out Here Is So Cold ;

Emo-ness

Life recently has been very down...i feel like there is totally no point living anymore, not in the sense of wanting to die now but more of i got no aim in life, no main focus in life...maybe i just haven't found it yet may it be that something or someone, although i feel more towards a someone. liking someone that is way out of your league and you know you never get is damm tough... you just cant tell the person that you like her but its hard to keep it in sometimes you just want to shout it out... just wish life can end faster and get this over with...

anyway, yesterday on yahoo news, it stated that a new attraction called Transformers is coming to singapore, kinda excited cause i liked the transformers movie, and since its the same people building the attraction, maybe it can be of the same standard...dunno maybe it will just close down like the DHL balloon lol, oh wells gotta wait for 2011 before its open so till than, hope they do a gd job building it.

Labels: I want to tell you how i feel but cant...

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Finally

lol ive finally found a new blog skin and changed to it after delaying for god knows how long, though its abit girly lol i like the tree it fees artistic to me and that is why i chose it...im not turning gay or nething yo haha, update next time.

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17/7/08 Post...

Have not updated in quite awhile...haha i can hardly remember what i have been up to since the last time i updated, so will just update what i can remember haha. Well i remember meeting up with Rach and Jon last Sat, was great seeing them again especially Jon whom i havent seen in such a long long time haha had fun with them going around and having lunch. Than fast forward to today haha went to Cathay after sch to meeting Kenny and Terence to watch THE DARK KNIGHT!!!! OMFG that movie is awesome... the director is just so brilliant and amazing everyone should go watch it and the actor who played the joker (i dunno whats his name) He is amazing and he will definately be missed... anyhow after the movie haha was surprised to meet Brayden,Paul,Bernie and Brian who watched the movie in the same hall haha was super random but was great to see them again :P

well, past week plus been very moodless... i know something is bothering me, i think i know what is it but i just cant get it out of my head, been trying to keep myself busy so i dun think about it but its somehow still affecting me.

anyhows have been going gym with Marc and Terence haha super tired @_@ went to Novena Club with terence on wed and saw Marie and kriti haha also havent seen them for quite awhile so was great seeing them haha though we didnt talk :X oh wells cya peepz gonna sleep.... or at least try too....

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TIRED AH!!!

WASSUP PEOPLE!!! HOW CHA ALL DOING CAUSE I KNOW IM FREAKING DEAD TIRED....OMGZ lawl im feeling the effects of lack of sleep... almost feel down on the way to school today and can feel a lack of energy in my body..sadness lawl anyhows, Sat was so bzi, or so i feel haha, choing gym with marc, had dinner, signed up for california fitness LAWL FINALLY A REAL MEMBER!!! :P than rushed home bath than go meet Alan, Alice, Nigel to go club. wanted to go zouk but was full house so we ended up at Double O and guess what it was Retro night AKA ANDRE NIGHT!!! hahahaha was quite fun though. I got home at 5.30am than slept at 6.15am woke up at 9.15am than went to church.... reason why im so tired haha. anyhows service was great than after that we went to queensway shoppin center to buy some stuff after that went my house to play mahjong, me, dre, marc, eileen and we found out some damm interesting news from andre that night haha...

ANDRE FINDS JOHN CUTE!!!!

haha
anyway in class now gtg, think will Pon and come back for UT later

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LaLaLa

This week was a very tiring and tough one to get through and yes its finally FRIDAY!!! the weekend is on the horizon and i can't wait for it. Well, it amazes me how Singaporeans can be so obvious in what their doing and even if their doing something that is obviously making fun of someone or laughing at someone they are not able to hide it even if they try. Earlier this week i was on the train going back home after school and while on the train there was a boy who seems alittle mentally unsound, he was holding to 5dollar notes and laughing at it. I felt sorry for that boy because he alr has a burden to bear and yet nobody sympathizes him but instead, makes a mockery at him. While on the train, there was a girl who kept staring at him and i could see her laughing at him, its so rude to do such a thing, better yet, when that boy got off, i saw a couple laughing out so loud, that i got very annoyed... I already had a bad impression of the general population of Singaporeans and this has just enhanced my hate for them. Seriously.... you wont see this happening in the USA, in America and Aust, ppl are generally helpful and not rude. Singapore is such a far cry away from US and Aust in terms of manners haiz...

Also this week, my maid for 8 years left. It was a very sad thing for me, i mean even though she is a domestic worker, she was part of my family because she has been with us for so long and when i was returning home after she left, the house felt very empty and lonely without her, but i should be happy that she is finally back with her family.

Well, recently i have also started going to the gym with marcus and i feel that is it helping me out alot and i actually enjoy it haha as well as swimming and other sporting stuff... anyway gtg ppl cyaz

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EMO

I found a gal,just got to know her recently through a friend. I saw her months ago, but i just got to know her recently, when i saw her months ago, inside me a feeling exploded, shes the 2nd girl who ever made me feel that way... i knew that i liked her very much and could spend all my time with her...but things were never meant to be, she alr had a guy in her life and even if i waited shes way outta my league and i am doubtful it would ever happen...its best to stay alone from now on, never to hurt myself again...alone and away is the best...Single 4 Life!

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TIRED AH!!!!

The Weekend was quite busy although didn't really plan to do much this week. Sat went to gym with Marc haha, been using the California's fitness 2 week trial to go to the gym, i think that after the trial i will be signing up for the membership. I find the gym quite okay and it suits my purpose and its close by whahaha thats the main thing. Well after gym, went to Far east Plaza for Chicken rice before going toa payoh to hang for abit, when Marc had to leave for his Pro-Drumming practice, i went home. Thats the end of my sat hahahaha

Sunday was fun filled, went to church first than me,maki,Marc,Clarice went to eat lunch, after that went to buy John's bday cake, following that we headed to my house to slack and wrap the present. After that, we went to John's place to set up the BBQ and stuff. the whole night was quite fun with funny things happening especially in the pool wahahah lawl hahaha i dun have the pictures now because Andre has not sent it to me but when i have it, i will load it up onto facebook. whahahaha damm fun lawl thats all about my weekend lawl haha, cya all and tag yea.

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